Invade my mind. Here's where I can't fake it.

texts I saved but never sent you since you left me. (via satanss-mistress)

(via hidden-scars-and-feelings)

I still love you

no I don’t.

I’m so confused. why did this happen.

I want you to be happy. if this is what it takes then I’m okay with it. be happy. for me. please.

don’t you ever give up.

I kind of hate you for leaving me.

but I still love you.

I won’t look at you in person but I talk to you in my head

you’re a better listener this way.

I’m sorry.

maybe if I wasn’t so fucked up this wouldn’t have happened

no. it’s not my fault.

but it kind of is.

I hate this

I don’t know who I am without you.

why can’t things be like they were before

please come back to me. I need you. you need me.

we are so goddamn bad for each other it’s beautiful. I’m addicted to our heartbreak.

I went through our old messages. I cried because you promised to always be there. you lied.

you smiled at me in the hall today. i thought my chest was being ripped open

I’m glad you’re smiling though.

5 days ago

and it’s all my fault… - Shanda Hubler (via 1he-darker-side)

(via con-ceal)

1. I shouldn’t feel like a disappointment, but I do.

2. I lost the one person who I thought would be with me through everything.

3. I beat myself up when I get below 90 on a test, yet I don’t care to study.

4. I eat a piece of chocolate and want to punish myself after.

5. My parents are frustrated with me. I wish they would just give up. it would make leaving easier.

6. My thoughts push people away. I say how I feel. I’m sorry to make you uncomfortable.

7. I dream of finding an escape where I don’t feel anything.

8. The thought of food makes me sick.

9. I don’t enjoy my favourite TV shows anymore.

10. My parents laugh when I tell them I haven’t eaten today. To them I still fill up on junk food, must be because I have weight on my bones.
5 days ago
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